Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Awaiting for Future


I'm feeling blessed for having a life that is really really awesome to say. Allah, I'm glad that I've lived up to this day. Alhamdulillah. My facebook account has been really helpful in seeing the great thing that had happened in my life. I mean, the picture I got tagged to. The pictures worth thousand words. Yeah, apart from the need to study all the facts, being able to have fun with friends are also a precious thing for me. They are my rainbow. They color my life. :) I love them dearly. I love them for the sake of Allah. 

Although I keep on thinking whether I can or not to have this kind of fun in the future, I believe, if God allows it, then I can still experience it. :) I've been preparing my mental and physical to be greater tough in the future. For the tougher subject and experience that need to be endure. Time will not always on my side. They have more time than I do. Well, just leave it to Allah. :) Stay positive. 

I love this song. :)

Till then I guess. :)

Monday, August 26, 2013


Assalamualaikum wbt! :)

I'm back for good people! :D HAHA. leaving the house for vacation with friends. I went to Langkawi. Oh God, too much of beautiful scenery to be mesmerized of. SubhanaAllah. With happening friends all around. I'm hoping that our friendship will last to Jannah. InshaAllah. The next trip will be better I guess.

Munirah will join us next time. InshaAllah. :)

friends, thank you so much guys for the good all time that we had. :) May our friendships lasts till Jannah. inshaAllah. :D

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

For These

Assalamualaikum wbt. :D

I've been abandoning my blog for quite some time. *ceh ayat..mcm tak biasa buat je.. ahaha* well, that's as a starter line. Lots of stories I would loved to share. *banyak la sangat..nanti time tulis, rasa malas, end up writing only bits of the whole story..typical me. sigh sigh.* Recently, my brother got married. Alhamdulillah. I did some speech for him in my previous entry. Hahaha, I'm a good sister, ain't I? hehe. So I did a speech that he won't even read it I guess. Well who knows he might stumble upon my link and read that post. Who knows? There you go, slightly tiny little hope from me that he can read my post. Okay I should cut the crap off now. But honestly, I'm glad to have another one becoming part of the family. I like big family remember? So, here's some pictures during the weds. Thanks to kak Yati for snapping the pictures. Though we also did took some photos but the photos remain in the memory card yet to be transferred.

On the left seat : Me, basith, shafinaz
On the left stand : Mudzil and Humaira', raqib the handsome groom, azim, moidz, hasib, kak Nida the lovely bride, kak fadila the first sister in-law

tengok si kecik Humaira' looking at her dad like "what are you doing dad?" haha

Okay we move on to the next topic. :D
When the weds was on the bride side, that was my birthday. I'm officially 20 year old happy and cheerful girl yet to be matured. AHAKSS. Alhamdulillah. One year older now. One year closer to death. One year closer to becoming a wife, eh? a mother, eh? and a doctor of course. InshaAllah. :) Also, I'm praying that I can improve my ibadah. InshaAllah. :) Many of my friends wished me on my birthday. I thank them for wishing me. I'm even more happy to read the little pray they did for me. All I can do was to AMIN all the prays they made. Since my birthday fall on the same day as my brothers wed, I didn't received a cake as always. But that should be nothing as to compare to receiving a new family member. hehe. :)

Next. Mesir. Palestin. Syria.
Allah, my brothers and sisters there, they are on their way to meet You. Never they look a little hopeless nor giving up cause they have their strongest faith in You. Allahu, their test that You gave is much more heavier than mine. Their test which can lead them to the taste of death and becoming one of the Jannah member. Oh I envy them. However. my prayer is always with them. For defending Islam. One day, my turn will come. InshaAllah. Amin. :'(

Till then I guess. Toodle. :D

Wednesday, August 14, 2013


Assalamualaikum wbt! :)

hey all. I've got my result. Alhamdulillah. I'm blessed and grateful to Allah for listening my wish. My pray. Alhamdulillah. Again. I've passed all packages. Alhamdulillah. 2nd year, here I come. Another adventuring journey will begin in less than a month. May Allah ease my journey.

Allahu Rabb, Allah, my dear brothers and sisters, they were killed in Mesir. Allahu Rabb, they fought for Islam. They defend Islam. But they just demonstrate, why should the mesir army shoot them, or killed them, why? scared enough huh? Allahu Rabb, I'm so into this matter. me myself feels a deep grief for my brothers and sisters there. Allahu Rabb, put them in Jannah. They deserve that.

do you know about qunut nazilah? I know but I never recite it along in my prayer. I should have start sooner. But then, now I must insert this dua. you guys too. This is the least we could do for them. O Allah, grant us the prayer. Amin. inshaAllah. oklah, till then. bye salam.

p/s : Alhamdulillah. I passed all the packages. Thank you everyone for praying for my success and my friends too. :)

Sunday, August 11, 2013

time flies

Assalamualaikum wbt! :)

Hoyeahh! Raya mood is in the air. Been staying in malacca for almost a week. 5 days to be exact. Staying at kampung is really refreshing. The air, the freshness that you can't found in the city. Alahaii,,my house in klang pun can be considered as a rural area okay..Already been home since a week ago as my last paper finished on last Monday. I want to upload pictures of raya but sadly all the pictures are with my brother. So, that would be later work I guess.

hey I miss studying. Isn't that odd. I miss fulfilling my time with good stuff. :( I'm wasting my time here at home. Because after all the work I've done, I'll just sit in front of lappy and searching for some random things. Stalking, looking out for recipe that I don't even know when will it become real, waiting for somebody to text me or what. Haha. Life as it is. Bet that's why the world is only temporary. Hereafter is forever.

Listening to bollywood songs. The one from mohabbatein, kuch kuch hota hai, kal ho naho, these are my bollywood songs that I favour as to compared to other films. okay, that's all for now, I'm gonna start my 6 days fasting tomorrow. InshaAllah. :) But should start with the wajib one first. Friends out there, don't forget to fast in the month of syawal. Lots of advantages will you get from it.

My abang is going to get married this weekend. My little notes for him.

Hey you! aha! qib, May you become a leader that can guide your wife and future kids to jannah. InshaAllah. I'm praying that you'll have your happiness not only in this world but also in the hereafter. inshaAllah. I'm glad you're getting married. Because of that, our family members has increased by one. hihi. having a big family is always one of my dreams.

till then. salam. :)

p/s : selamat hari raya! :) it's 5th syawal already. time really flies. kan? huhu
p/s : result is coming out this tuesday. Pray hard for the good result. No matter what, Allah knows best for me. So, keep calm and smiling. ;)

Friday, August 2, 2013

final egzam!

Assalamualaikum! :)

Jam menunjukkan pukul 2.30 pagi, tapi aku masih segar bugar lagi. Pheww,, 3 packages had passed! Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah! Those words keep coming out from my mouth and keep on playing in my mind. Maybe because of the fact that the exam is over *mostly*. :) As for now, I already did my best and I hope for the best! Although frankly and honestly speaking I admit that I didn't do quiet well in this exam. But somehow, I know I already did my best. Allah will handle the rest of the thing. I don't want to sit for viva or resit. Be positive Fairuz! Allah is with you. Always.

One more exam to be seated, which is OSPE. It's on this Monday. Thus, for now, I'll do my best in it since I did poorly in the previous session. I want to score high marks and I want to pass the exam with flying colours. InshaAllah. :)

Talk about exam will never stop. Since that should be an anesthetic to us till another 4 years, why bother? Haha. So, since the exam is in Ramadhan, the feeling of fasting is not the same like when we don't have any big exam. All priorities are towards the exam. With only 1 study week to cover all six modules! But then, Alhamdulillah, I keep on doing tarawih prayer because who knows, this would be the last ramadhan for me?

Know what, some of my friends told me that I looked really calm like there's no exam on the next day because I slept early. They told me I don't look stressed on the exam thing. For example, stress for still not covering all the topics, stress on guessing which topic is going to be asked in exam etc. Then, I just keep on smiling and never tell the truth. I know, all these exam thing will stuck in our life like ages. I know more that I have Allah. I don't want to stress out or feels worry (i did felt worry, it's just not too worry shall I say) like really worry, because I think the test is to small to be compared to tests toward our Prophets or sahabat. So, what I did was, I will always try my best, but when I already start to feel sleepy, then I'll go sleep straight away. But then, I know for myself, if you sleep early, then you should wake up early too.

Huhu. am getting sleepy. till then.

# doakan saya lulus ye kawan-kawan! :) Hanya Allah saja yang dapat membalas jasa kalian.