Monday, March 31, 2014

It's April


Alhamdulillah. We're now in the fourth month of the year. Any significant? Haha. Obviously a no for me. However thinking more of it, hmm, am getting closer for my big exam which is Professional Exam I. It's o June. Did I mention before? Hmm. yes I did i think.

I don't know what to update. Just wanted to say, my holiday is about to end. Another 5 to 6 days left. Hmm. I feel like my life has been filled with some good stuff recently. Like it or not, I just love it. :)) With His guidance, oh Allah don't make me go astray. Amin. Lead me in right path. Amin. Make me strong.

Till then people. Some of my friends right now are battling in fight to pass the exam. Dear friends, may Allah ease you guys. InshaAllah. I know you guys can do it!! :))

*ps : I shall have listed out the subject that I should read. so that, there will be like guideline for me. so here it is*

First year, in first sem, modules are cells and excitable tissue (C&ET), general anatomy & embryology (GA&E), basic pharmacology (BP), biochemical, gene expression, human genetics, basic pathology, microbiology, parasitology. In Second sem, haematology, immunology, cardiovascular system (CVS), respiratory system (RS), Gastrointestinal tract (GIT) system and urinary system (US). 

Second year, first sem : endocrine system, reproductive system, musculoskeletal system, central nervous system (CNS), public health, epidemiology and medical statistics. In second sem , which is coming week, so i still have no idea what we're gonna study. so basically need to read the modules I've listed.

May Allah ease me and you. Amin. InshaAllah. :)

till then people. Salam.

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Happy Friday

So, today is Friday . I have another 2 weeks to spent and chillin' at home. Alhamdulillah for the holiday. For the rest that I get before things get busy. Before professional exam is coming. Oh yeah, I guess I should be ready for the exam. to read and understand again the facts . the exam is on Jun 9th,10th,11th. So, wish me luck here. :)))

Yesterday was the day where all form 5-er around country received what I call SPM result. SPM. ahhh already leaving that behind years ago. How long has it been since the day I got my result. It's been 4 years back. How time flies. I was in Semashur back then. Before that, I'd been in SMK Batu Unjur till form 4 then switch to boarding school. Allahu Rabbi. His plan is the greatest and yeah, the good old memories appearing right now. (even the bad one too)

My SPM result I shall say was quite good and excellent and Alhamdulillah right now, I've become and enter, pursueing my study in what I wanted the most, medic. Strangely though that my mind wasn't thinking of taking medic in the first place when I was much younger. But soon when form 4 came and I learnt bio, that's where I think I want to study medic because it's all about human. Back then, even in bio we have to learn about trees, the osmosis inside the leaf, the adherence etc. I thought that was so dry to study about. ye know, like to learn them, they are not moving yet we still learn them. If you get what I mean. So starting from that, I have always dream to be a doctor because I want to study about human. (there's a story about human here)

Little did I know that being into medicine is not to study about human only but you also have to know the right decision. (in fact, many things will you learn while being in this field) The life of people that we treated is in our hand. Wrong steps or any mistakes could lead to a real end of the world for the patient or could take them to even higher risk. Allahu Rabbi. In this journey, I shall know that I'm getting even closer to HIM. His creations are simply amazing. Everyday, I'm dealing with His creation. SubhanaAllah.

I still remember vividly how one of my lecturer shared with us how she could become a pathologist. It was all because she felt really amazing and simply amazed by Allah's creation when she saw and think that "mashaAllah, simply because of changes in one cell, it could get people to be sick" She told us how amazed she became and that's why she pursue into pathology field. It's like she likes it when she see the cell under microscope and appreciate for what it is.

Quite interesting, isn't it? I told you I have some story on human. Last week I was in my first-time-after-such-a-long-time gathering. A sis who was at that time gave the content, she suddenly asked us. Do you know what is human made up of. For Allah's sake, that's even the first time I thought. Okay maybe not the first time. But hey, the think is, what made me even got the headache is that, when we shouted out our answer like "from setitis air mani, then into segumpal darah", some got answered "from tanah" however the answers don't satisfied her. Then, since I'm the only one taking medicine, she kinda bash me laaa , like, here got one person study  human but don't know how the human is created. *relax readers, relax. I felt like whatttt. huhu. Really,  the moral here is doesn't mean you study medic , you will know everything about human. :( got to learn more. There's more than this in Quran.

That's really an eye opener for me actually. Then she told us again. The answer is inside Quran. There is answer here. So, she told us, the answer is in Surah Al-Isra' and surah Al-Hijr. I've indeed look for the answers in these two surah. Alhamdulillah I found the answer in the latter. Somehow I have to search the answer again surah Al-Isra'. The exact answer is there. Well, I have a question on this basis and should ask this further to that sis. InshaAllah in the next gathering.

Ohh I felt like I should share with you guys what have I gained from the meeting. :))

Basically, we've been told of the downs of the Ummah. How the recent concert tragedy had really big impact on us. The death (may Allah forgive them), they were part of our relatives. One of the death even is as the same age as me. Allahu Rabbi, may Allah protect us from whatever harm coming into our lives. Then, the sis also got to share with us video in youtube . The video took about 30 mins. Ahhh I forgot what is the title of it but generally, it tells us about ummah in the whole world. How is my relative doing over there in Palestin, Mesir, Syria, Algeria and many more countries where the ummah is Muslim and they are suffering.

This kind of video may have plenty times played in front of our eyes, but what I'm getting here is what should we do as muslim to help our sisters and brothers. We, indeed have huge responsibility. Hopefully me myself could carry it out in the right way. inshaAllah. you too dear readers. :))

till then. I wrote really. really long. and I wonder if ever one of you finish reading this. okay.

got to go now. hopefully. I got to share more beneficial things to you guys. inshaAllah. :))


In the last few days, or few weeks, my heart has been filled by something. Ohh. It is something that really meant to me. It's another call from Him to get me to work out and go to Him only after I done what I'm supposed to do. 

So nice of her to still thinking of me. :') To still look out and find the right person to pass me on. Allahu Rabbi. Me myself, I long to have this gathering again. I long to have the feeling again. I long to do things that we, muslims should do. 

You know, me myself already has adik-adik. Hopefully, I could give them what I should give. And to give, I must first get. So, may everything that I get from the gathering, will I share it to them. 

To see people in their own circle. I envied them, truthfully. However, I'm happy at the same time because I know, this people, they are in their way to find , to have Allah's blessing. Hopefully with the good things around me, I could also do the same to my adik-adik. 

Hopefully everything I do will only because of Allah. 

May Allah ease everything. :)))

Sunday, March 9, 2014

One Month

Salam. :)

Alhamdulillah. Exam has ended and I have full 3 weeks of holidays. yeayyyy @_@ . Hopefully I can spend my time wisely during this time. InshaAllah. Regarding final exam. Allah, I have done my best. And now I let everything for You to handle. Bismillahitawakaltu'alallah. It's actually a mix of feelings y'know. Im happy it has ended. Im scared for the results. InshaAllah everything will turn out okay. Allah knows Best , Fairuz.

So, now I'm officially finish 3rd sem. Going into 4th sem within a month. Going to face pro-exam I. Pray for me people. When is you guys pro exam? Actually not really official since the result is not out yet. It's coming out this Wednesday for Viva result and then full result would be this Friday. Hopefully all is well. InshaAllah. :)

What I wanted to do during this holidays? Let's list out some.
1. I want to compensate all my sleep. Like seriously although I slept the earliest among my friends but somehow on the last two days, I slept at 2 am and wakes up 5.30 am. Guess my body never get used to it since my body clock has always been 11.30 to 12.00 until 5.30-6.00 am. hehe
2. I want to read. Hopefully I can finish reading the books I brought back home. I bought 3 of them during big bad wolf. And also, another book about Presiden Morsi. Yeah, I should be a reader. One of my friends once said, a good leader arise from those who read. So yeah, can you see my point? InshaAllah.
3. Cleaning up the house and try to make things easier for mama at home. Since me and my adik perempuan, we're both staying at hostel, mama is all alone washing and cleaning up all stuff at home. I know ayah has been really helpful to mama and now, it's time to help them. They have had enough while working, I mean you know, they have been tired and exhausted from working all day from 7 to 5. So, I must help them and should be able to help them since I'm staying home only. inshaAllah.
4. This last one, I'm not sure whether I can do it like everyday or when I have the mood to do so. It's cooking. When I were on my break period between form 5 until going into asasi, I did cook for family. For adik-adik lah kan. They're all coming back home in the afternoon and I was like the housewife on action and cooked for them. Huhuu. I reckon that was the most rajin I can be in order to cook. But now, things have changed. Since I've living in hostels and only get home by weekend, I rarely cook and only on the weekend I help little little bit with mama as the chef. So, cooking is really not into me right now. but I'll try to do it. InshaAllah.

So, apart from these above, I think the basic routine of our life like pray on time, reading quran, listen to good stuff like listen to da'wah thing etc, that should never once be missed. Allah, I need You to give me strength in order to do all these. Istiqamah it is. InshaAllah. Let's be istiqamah. =)

Lastly, it's about MAS MH370, the missing flight. Allah, wherever they are, may You provide them the safety, the assurance of being back alive and Allah, You knows best. InshaAllah.

Till then people. #prayforMH370