when heart is being strikes

what the world meant to me.
when things happened unexpectedly.
time will prevail.
hard time will pass.
good thing will come.
Allah is always here
Within inside your heart.
i am sorry
things are not easy as i thought
Allah gave the best thing to happen
Allah gave the worst thing to happen
to the right person
see beyond the thing
see to the most positive side we can be
see till we found Allah.
just don't be affected. too much.

:)

crying longing to Allah. always did that when hard time comes. but why when in tahajud, its not so feeling as when i did at the other waktu solat. but, ill try until i get. inshaAllah.

bai

Farewell Ramadhan

salam and good day everyone.

Been only 3 days after ramadhan left, I already feel suffocated with the world. Not only the world, but me myself. Still juggling between the good and bad. Still juggling with emotion after ramadhan. May Allah accept my amal in ramadhan and may the momentum still be in the up up way mode. Ramadhan left, but not Allah. A really heart strikes for me.

Ramadhan. A different style and feeling felt this year. Could be due to better preparation prior to the month. Not that prepared much but at least there was as to compared to those previous years. Could be due to some rare occasion happened in life. Could be due to the challenge itself. I don't know. I think this is the first time that I care less enough to sahur and break the fast withh family. Huhuhu. Actually, this is the first time of being in Ramadhan and at the same time I'm acknowledging that I'm in tarbiyah. A wider spectrum shall I say. In terms of thoughts about tarbiyah and Ramadhan.

Will be continue later inshaAllah.

deep inside

I cried again
Being the most ordinary human being
You know why you're being tested
You know Allah is testing you
To see your iman
To see where you will return to
To see if you move forward or not

In the eyes of Allah
I cried because I love them dearly
That I cannot express my love for them
That the choice to make
Is not them
Because Allah's love is even more for me
Allah's love is greatest
Allah's love is pure

I seek Allah everytime I felt down
Everytime I angry
Everytime I miss someone
Everytime people ignore me

The best attention that I want to is
Allah's attention
I need no others
When He knows you love other more than Him
He took all of that
He tested you
He wants you to return to Him

And Allah is the only one we return to

it's december

Perjalananku semakin cerah.
cerah sebab aku tahu kenapa aku ada di atas muka bumi ni.
kekuatan yg ada pada diri ini,
datangnya drpd Dia.
aku menjadi lebih kuat dari sebelumnya.
sbb aku ada Dia.
Al-quran dan Al-hadis.
panduan hidup.
manual kehidupan.
seperti handphone.
andai tiada manualnya,
mana mungkin kita tahu
macam mana nak guna.
begitu juga kehidupan
Al-quran dan Al-hadis.
mengarah kita ke arah
yang sepatutnya.
which is akhirat
dunia yg sementara
penuh dgn suka ria,
riang ria tawa manusia
tapi di sebalik hati aku,
andai nya semua tersedar
adakah semua akan seperti itu lagi
atau menjadi serius menuju pengakhiran
arghhh kadang-kadang
ingin bergelak sakan
tapi,
setiap masa
setiap minit
setiap saat
semuanya utk Dia
kadang-kadang terlalai
istighfar pengubat hati yang duka lara

:'(

membawa manusia kepadaNya.
sambil juga membawa diri kpd Nya juga.

hi Hanis

Hehehe.

what a weird post.
i dedicate this to hanis amirah.
why her?
cause i think she's the only one
who took her time
maybe not much
but still she did
to read my post
because I didn't
read yours hanis.
nnt aku baca yaaa
hehhe
ok macam tah pape pulak
hi hanis.
lama tak jumpa.
sihatkah?
UM okay? haha
study okay?
hopefully all goes well for you
and be close to Allah all the time okayy?
:*
jaga diri jaga iman
;)

8 months ago

Assalamualaikum and good day everyone.

8 months ago.
why is it like that in the first place.
because 8 months ago,
i lived in this world,
without knowing
or maybe purposely acting
that i lived for nothing
when actually that
2:30 and 51:56 have been forgotten
but now, please,
Allah,
hold me tightly,
loose me never,
to the jannah all the way,
to go together and not alone,
forgive all my sins,
intentionally or unintentionally,
for i am nothing without you.
iman, please be fixed and go higher and higher,
if you're down, still
try to be higher up
but when you're up there
dont be riak,
Allah does not like it
I live for the sake of Allah
from Allah I came,
to Allah I return.

jazakillahu khoir. *hugs and kiss*

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Salam.

I've left my blog like months. Sorry little diary. Alhamdulillah. For now, i still can update my blog. I still can type the keyboard still can think. All these nikmat from Allah. Alhamdulillah. I just finish browsing through my old blog. It is Ms Cubeaddicted. You guys cant read the blog though cause im privating the setting. Too many good memory and a bad one too in it. I wanted to search for this one kakak actually. But she's nowhere to be found. I followed her since PASUM. And now i have forgotten her name. I tried to recall her name. But it just not appear. It just doesn't come out. I wonder how is her life right now. Maybe already has a second children? Wherever she is, im praying that her life is good not only in this world but also in the hereafter.

I've passed my second year pro examination one. Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal. The even brighter side that i want to share is, ive join a circle again. This time with new perspective with new method of thinking, with new environment, inshaAllah, i'll try to grab and as soon as possible to let all people in this world know that Islam is beautiful. Islam has a paradise that is waiting for us to enter. Islam has Allah and Muhammad SAW as our God and prophet. Islam is beautiful. And i want to share it with you guys.

Just know that to enter jannah is easy and to enter hell is also easy. Dan sesungguhnya segala-galanya mudah bagi Allah. Ask him. And He will be ashamed to not granting his hamba's wish.

Allah, for giving me the faith. For leading me to the right path, for not leaving me alone. Thank you wa Alhamdulillah. Sesungguhnya hidupku, matiku, ibadahku hanyalah keranaMu ya Allah.

To murobbi ku, to ex-murabbi ku, to the usrahmate, to the ex-usrahmate, to the daurahmate, to the ex-daurahmate, Allah is giving me the bright path because He let me see the good in you. And indeed He knows best for me. InshaAllah.



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