make me strong

Today is Nuzul Quran day which is also celebrated by Selangorian by having holiday. SubhanAllah, we've come to 16 ramadhan. Yeah, reaching the end of Ramadhan. As for me, I'll be sitting for exams starting next wednesday. Quite challenging though. 6 modules to finish within 1 week study. I keep on complaining that I don't have time to finish study all this. But somehow, I also believe in this barakah month, Allah will help me. Allah will help all of His servants who wished for His help. I need help. I always pray to Allah. Whenever I feel weak and feel like crying, I will cry to Him. I am relieved that I know He is near by. Very Near indeed. Okay that's all. Ya Allah, bantulah aku dalam peperiksaan kali ini ya Allah. Hanya kepada Kau aku berserah. Amin.

toodles people! :)

When I See Her

Bismillah~

I felt my heart is burning. My heart is weakening when I see her. Her face expression described her pain. She always tell me that her body is aching. I don't know how to relieve her pain. I don't know. I feel sad that she felt the pain. I hope the pain can be transferred to me. I don't like to see her in pain. Although her age seemed to be the main reason why she feels the pain. She's turning 56 this year. Although I've given her massage, but that still can't relieves the pain she felt. She's my mother, and I love her. All I can do now is to give my best in every single thing she asked me to do. I also know that Allah is testing her and me.

Oh Allah, I know that one day every each of us will be meeting you. And I hope that you will take our soul smoothly especially to my parents. Oh Allah, please put my parents in Jannah because they did their job as parents wonderfully, and I know they too worship You as supposed to.

I'm writing this because I feel like I want to talk about this to someone. Somehow, I don't find the right person to be talked to. Hence, my little talk over here.

in Hardships

Bismillah~

When a servant is in problem, don't hesitate to talk to Allah. Talk and pray cause He always listens and never lets us down. Cry to Him cause you know, Allah is always with us. :')

Ramadhan Kareem. :)

tomorrow is the first day of fasting

Ya Rabbi.

Yeah, life has never been in a smooth plane. Somehow, I learn and try myself out to adapt to the situation. Knowing that pretty much a lot of knowledge need to be gained of and make use of it in the clinical years, I tried the best as I could. InshaAllah with Allah's help, I can survive this. Dear friends, and myself, just be positive on whatever tests that He put us on to. InshaAllah, when the time comes, we all will surely be so thankful that that had happened. Amin. Happy fasting too. :)

# just a short note.

10:27 PM

time flies. people change. and i will keep moving forward.

Allah, help me to ease my load. inshaAllah.

A future muslimah and mu'minah doctor to be.

# I'm just running out of words.
# I've got no mood to write.

## please excuse my excuses.

Sleep

Assalamualaikum and a very good day everyone. :)

Just this topic came across my mind and I would like to share with you what have I been feeling towards it. It's about sleep! :) Enjoy reading people. 

ihsan Mr. Google

Before you sleeps, try to think again about what you have done for the whole day, is the good thing you did exceeded bad things or vice versa. Then, istighfar and at the same time, do forgives everyone that has done wrong to you. No matter how hardcore the wrong things can be, just forgive them and you'll find it easier to sleep. Another one last thing you can do is recite sleep prayer. InshaAllah, the next day, you can wake up early morning to perform Subuh prayer early. Alhamdulillah. 

That is what I have done usually before sleeping at night. But still I know, more things can be done before we sleep aside from the things I stated above. Such as take wudhu' and recite 3 Qul. Perhaps there are more, but since I didn't research about this matter, thus I think you can ask a person who is more advanced regarding this fact. 

Sleep also is a form of ni'mat from Allah SWT. We get to recharge our energy everytime we sleep. Alhamdulillah. Isn't that wonderful that God let us sleep. I once read in a paper which said that, 'our spirit are in the hold of Allah SWT when we sleep, and then He let the spirit return to our body so that we're awake' That's what happen to our spirit when we're sleeping. If only Allah never lets the spirit to return again to our body, that's mean we're dead. 

Basically what I'm saying here is that, our life, we are the one who acted upon it. We are the one who do everything that we want such as playing games, watching movies, wonder around the shopping complex, lepakking. Or maybe we choose to perform prayer early, read Quran, usrah, watch religious talk etc. The human never gets tired of doing what they like. They enjoy every bits of it. But I hope that eventhough we live our life, we enjoy it, but never forget that one day we'll die. We never know when the moment will be. But just be prepared, or do you think you have been well-prepared? 

Thus the production of my writing.

Just my 2 cents. be right back.

Toodles people.

Salam.

A Girl

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Once there is a girl who is looking out for her partner of life. She always pray that she get the guy that is suit with her condition which is compatible with everything that she had. For examples, if she is a doctor, then, she hopes that her future husband will also be a doctor or perhaps an engineer. If she did good deeds, then she hopes that her future-partner-till-jannah (inshaAllah) also did the same things. At the same time, she knew that she can only plans and pray but Allah the Almighty will put her in the best track. This girl, although she did pray and have faith, she never puts too much  hope on it. Although her faith is strong, she's still let everything to Allah. Since she knows Allah is the Best Planner after all. :)

The girl is still looking for her future partner-till-jannah. Pray for her dear friends.

Till then.

p/s : the girl in this paragraph can be anybody.